Friday, December 28, 2012

Apabila hati sudah tidak tenang



Current updates for my wedding 60%. Bridal stuff siap insha Allah mid January. Baju akad nikah DAH SIAP!

TAPI, berat TAK TURUN lagi. Macam mane tu? So, hari ni nak pergi main badminton dgn officemate *dan dan nk pi*

Throughout my journey as "tunang orang", i feel that this is the time when you are being tested. Gaduh-gaduh manja tu biasa la, gaduh-gaduh samseng pun boleh kata selalu jgk la.
This is time you get to know your fiance and yourself more. Belum duduk satu bumbung, Allah dah sediakan kita dengan macam-macam dugaan.

Macam hari ni;
Mr T: Guess what?
Ms T: What?
Mr T: I failed the test again.
Ms T: ?? Seriously?
Mr T: Tak caye g la check.
********Ms T check**************
Ms T: Kene repeat lg la ni?
Mr T: Yep. :(


He failed his competency test again. See, Allah nak duga kita punya kesabaran. Tak pe la Mr T, cuba la lagi. Mungkin kali ni tak de rezeki, Insha Allah next time ada.
My job applications are not giving any feedbacks yet. Tak tau la dapat ke tak kene panggil interview. Its hard to get a job nowadays. But, Allah Maha Mengetahui segalanya.
Kalau kita minta, kita usaha, kita redha, mungkin Allah akan buka jalan untuk kita.

And no (moving) living creatures is there on earth but its provision is due from Allah. And He knows its dwelling place and its deposit.all is in Lauh Al-Mahfuz- The Book of Decrees with Allah - Surah Hud. Ayat 6.

وَمَا مِنْ دَابَّةٍ فِي الْأَرْضِ إِلَّا عَلَى اللَّهِ رِزْقُهَا وَيَعْلَمُ مُسْتَقَرَّهَا وَمُسْتَوْدَعَهَا ۚ كُلٌّ فِي كِتَابٍ مُبِينٍ {6}

Insha Allah rezekiku ada di mana-mana.

Till next time.

Monday, December 17, 2012

Adoii..susah sangat ke?


Why do I blog if I knew that I cant maintain it?
Tapi hati kering ni masih lagi nak menulis sbb bila tgk all the other bloggers update anything sure macam nak baca.

But,why cant i keep on writing?
Commitment issues kot. Tapi kalau bende lain boleh je nak commit.

So, bagi menyemarakkn semangat diri sendiri nak blog, I really have to find a project that I can update from time to time.
Barulah boleh nk commit.

Fikir punye fikir, idea muncul. *ting*

Why dont i update my wedding preparation project?(which has already started from March 2012)
Boleh la kot..at least ade bende nak di bebel kan.

So,next entry boleh la nak cerita. As for this entry,korang dah bazir dalam 2 minit la membaca borak kosong. Bahahahahha~~

Till next entry.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Dikala orang lain sibuk

Yes, dikala orang lain sibuk dengan hal-hal kerja..today is RMEC meeting..well,aku? I'm off to Segamat. Aku kan power. Orang lain huru-hara buat paper, aku siap jahit manik kat selendang untuk di pakai time kawen nanti.Ape aku kesah? Ni lagi,siap kelatak keletuk taip kata-kata sumpahan dalam blog.

Yes people,thats M.E. I've been avoiding eye contact with most of my officemates.Bosan aku nak tenung-tenung muka diorang yang macam..ishh..tengok telur dadar yang baru goreng,berwap-wap tu lagi bagoss.

Why you ask? I'm done being nice through out my service of nearly three years in this company. Ape yang tak best, gain in working experience not much..tapi let me tell you something, gain in lifetime experience SANGAT BANYAK ok!

So skarang,role play everyday is to keep a straight face je every time dekat office. Susah,senyum pun boleh jadi controversial..tak senyum pn controversial gak..so do neither. Sonang cito.

Towards productive days ahead. Aku dah malas nak tulis repek2s pasal kerja ni. Entri lain kali, gebang benda lain la..

Til next time. I'll sure will not bore ya~

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Assalamualaikum and Hi readers,

I've failed to keep my promise. Susah beno nak blog selang 3 hari ni. Now I just write any time I feel like writing.*wink wink*

Ramadhan is back! Today is our 5th day of Ramadhan. How time fly without us noticing.
Here's a lil something to share. Sorry I can't find the translation in English.

اَللَّهُمَّ اجْعَلْنِيْ فِيْهِ مِنَ الْمُسْتَغْفِرِيْنَ وَ اجْعَلْنِيْ فِيْهِ مِنْ عِبَادِكَ الصَّالِحِيْنَ الْقَانِتِيْنَ وَ اجْعَلْنِيْ فِيْهِ مِنْ أَوْلِيَائِكَ الْمُقَرَّبِيْنَ بِرَأْفَتِكَ يَا أَرْحَمَ الرَّاحِمِيْنَ
Ya Allah,,Jadikanlah aku diantara orang-orang yang memohon ampunan dan jadikanlah aku sebagai hambaMu yang sholeh dan setia serta jadikanlah aku diantara Auliya’Mu yang dekat disisiMu,,dengan kelembutanMu,,wahai Dzat Yang Maha Pengasih di antara semua Pengasih.


Fact: Wish everything that you could possibly wish for in Ramadhan in your Doa.

Have a great Ramadhan readers!

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Apple Crumble Pie

Source: Allrecipes.com
Utensils: Measuring cups, 9inch Pie Dish

Ingredients

1 (9 inch) deep dish pie crust - I made mine from scratch (please refer below)
5 cups apples - peeled, cored and thinly sliced
1/2 cup white sugar
3/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/3 cup white sugar
3/4 cup all-purpose flour
6 tablespoons butter- cold 


Directions

1.Preheat oven to 200deg C. Arrange apple slices in unbaked pie shell. 
2.Mix 1/2 cup sugar and cinnamon; sprinkle over apples.

Apples,sugar and cinnamon mixture in the cooked pie crust.

3.Mix 1/3 cup sugar with flour; cut in butter until crumbly.(use your hands to crumble the butter). Spoon mixture over apples.
Crumble on top
Cut in butter until you get this.


4.Bake in preheated oven for 35 to 40 minutes, or until apples are soft and top is lightly browned.

Voila!


Pie Crust
Ingredients

1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons white sugar
1 teaspoon salt
1/2 cup vegetable oil
2 tablespoons milk

Directions

1.Preheat oven to 200 degrees C.
2.Place all ingredients in 9 inch pie pan. Stir together with fork. Pat mixture into bottom and up the sides of the pan. Poke holes in bottom and side of crust.
Mix the mixture and pat into bottom of the pie dish.
3.Bake for 15 minutes in the preheated oven, or until light brown. Use as directed in favorite pie recipe.

End Product:

Best served with Vanilla Ice Cream.

Masterchef me!

Last Sunday, I got THESE! 


More to love and to cook! :)

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Its been a year.

Its been a year I haven't wrote anything. Kept asking myself, why is it so hard to commit to blogging. People do it all the time, I can't commit at least for a month. :(


This time,and this time for sure, I'll promise to write every 3 days AND try my ass off to commit to it.


2012 was a great start. I am engaged. Oh yes. Currently getting ready for the day. This time I want this blog to have a lil twist. It'll be a mix match of everything I love to share with all readers.


Things from wedding check list to latest recipes tried. More to love ehh? *wink wink*


So, hold on to your horses, a new topic will be post for the next three days. 


Adventure awaits~! Yipedidoodaa.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Aku seperti aplikasi Angry Bird di iPad

Nasib aku,
diperkotak katikkan seperti,
burung-burung Angry Bird yang terbang bertempiaran,
memburu babi-babi hijau yang menyakitkan hati.

Setiap kali lastik ditarik,
begitulah nasib aku,
asal kena tak kena.

Sakit nya,
babi-babi hijau tu je yang tahu.

Sampai bila?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Perut kenyang.Kita tulis lagi.

dalam hidup cinta boleh datang dan pergi
ketawa kerananya,
senyum kerananya,
menangis kerananya.

ia mungkin bermula dengan persahabatan
segelintir pula, mula sedar bila ia hilang.

semata-mata untuk rasa dihargai
ada yang percaya cinta ini untuk selamanya.

bagi segelintir, mereka akhirnya sedar
hidup bukan seindah puisi.

mereka perlu mula semula.

demi sebuah impian,tak salah untuk kita berkorban.
bila mana hati kita rapuh untuk menghadapi realiti,
nangis,nangis semahunya
tapi jangan biarkan hati kita terus rebah.

sejauh mana kita kenal hati budi seseorang
kita tetap tidak boleh buat penilaian.
dalam hidup,kita perlu belajar melepaskan dan teruskan kehidupan
selagi lama kita tunggu,selama itu kita buang masa.

bermula dengan hati,angan dan mimpi.
sebesar manapun kedudukan kita,
segagah prinsip mampu goyah.

kerana cinta,kerana kita manusia biasa
mudah lemas jika cintanya lemah.

kita harus kuatkan hati
percaya naluri,akui
lafazkan cintamu,kau mahukan dia


Wednesday, June 8, 2011

eye.heart.you.

eye.Heart.you
Love makes us bit our lips,
Ignore the bleeding,
And pretend it's all okay,
Was love hatred?

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

My new Blog template gives me inspiration.



Lihat langit.
Awan cantik.

Lihat awan.
Makin gelap.

Lihat hari.
Hari hujan.

Tunjuk langit.
Hati sakit.

Hujan lebat.
Guruh kuat.

Sakit telinga.
Pekak kan?

Monday, June 6, 2011

Another heart pouring emotion

Hati ini dilukai sekali lagi.
Biarpun hanya sekadar teman.
Biarpun hanya sekadar lawan.
Salah diriku untuk hadir.
Biarlah semuanya terhenti disini.
Supaya semua bara api yang menyala akan padam.
Supaya aku diam disisi.
Memeluk diri yang kini basah dihujani air mata sendiri.
Emosikah aku?
Biarkan.
Emosikah kamu?
Aku perlu tahu.
Dimana kita pijak?
Diatas tanah yang semakin lembik berselut.
Melemaskan selipar dan kasut yang berentap untuk tidak kotor.
Aku yang akan sentiasa hanyut dalam lumpur.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

2011 a year of everything

Selama ku tinggalkan blog ini,selama itu ku belajar untuk tidak meluahkan apa-apa pada sesiapa..
So guys,
Listen up~!
I've got the phone that I wanted.BB 8900. which im going to switch to another BB.(another query that i need answers from you guys~)
I've got the job that i've always wanted. which im going yo find better offer (another crazy discussion going to be on my blog later on~)
I've got the man i've always pray for. which one day will tie the know (another crazy planning will be post in~)
I've got mostly what i wanted in a life of a normal human being.

BUT!
why do i still felt like i need more?

Thursday, September 30, 2010

BB so much love

I'm shifting my interest to pimping my mom's BB. Since she's not using her Curve 8900,might as well do a lil modifications..
I've checked out the designs, colors to be match with my personality..here what i stumble upon. Let me know if you have any ideas.

The back with this pattern or texture but not the color..Me no likey pinky~
Turquoise perhaps..purple is nice..

With keypads like these...Colorful~!

With front finishing like this..or maybe more funky..i don't know..please help~

But i want bright n happy colors..help me decide?? or if you have any ideas..feel free to just comment.

I will sure to post my latest pimped BB once it's done..happy thinking~

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Untitled from me

A Cold place named "OFFice"

..boring (/_\) haiihhhh~

m(_ _)m nearing to sleep on the desk

wish I could sing ('O')

then the other employees will be thinking (?_?) what the heck??~

(>O<) I hate being like this

I'm jealous with the people who get to get out of this cold cave 8(>_<)8

Clock's ticking ('_')

It's 5~! Time to go back (^o^)y peace~!!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Me in not-so-normal mode

Since I can't access blog in the office, I only will blog when I'm at home.I see that something in myself has changed but I can't tell what. A part of me is screaming a big "confuse" but a part of me is ignoring. I don't know how to describe the feeling of a mixture of sad,happy,confuse,irritated,frustrated,tired,over joyed and complex. I can detail all the mix feelings I have,but you wouldn't want to see the whole list would ya?

What is the best remedy that can cure this sickness?
I really need a break of all the things I'm having right now. The bf dramas,the house mates dramas, office dramas..need to get those out my head.

HELP~! Tomorrow is another day of mixture feelings adventure.Toodles~!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Saya sangat Bangga~!

Company ini sangat bagus~
1st Malaysian company to design, manufacture and supply the complete range of API 6D Ball & Gate Valves and actuators for oil, gas, petrochemical, refining and power industries.
Company ni Bumiputera.
I'm impressed by their driving force to strive for the best.
Patut diterapkan di mana-mana company Bumiputera supaya bergerak maju ke hadapan.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Fasting & Mood swings

Today I'm Fasting.
Today I'm having my mood swings.

Does fasting contributes to mood swings?
Or mood swings comes when you're fasting?
I'm sure I am fasting.
I'm also sure I'm in a mood swing.

So, ape nak buke ek hari ni?? <----boleh mcm ni?

Mashed Cauliflower with cheese

Steam Tofu
Stir Fried Straw mushroom and peas

Lepas makan sume ni, confirm dah tak mood swing dah~
:)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Ya Allah,tensionnye~


Eeeeeeeee...~
Irritated,frustrated..I've tried every single way to modify the fonts of my phone.Every each way give me a ZERO results in return. Why is it so hard to change the fonts?? *sigh*

Phone model: Nokia N97
Problem: Wanted to change the font *make it more interesting to used (even though my heart has already set on BB)



I feel like an ass from yesterday trying so hard changing the fonts. I've asked around and even got my Abg IT to do it for me. Yet, till now..*sigh* can not be done~~

Help me~! If anyone out there have tried any trick(and worked) on changing N97 fonts,please let me know..I'm dying of frustration here~!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Fresh start again~

I'm back~!

Now,lets start writing. Wanted to blog but don't really have the time and opportunity since started my carrier. Now,its a promise I'll write. Something,anything. So,lets pick where I've left this blog hanging on a thread.

Current status: Still single (yes,not yet married)
Working status: A project engineer in an Oil & Gas company (proud!)
Financial status: Alhamdulillah =)
Location: Shah Alam (house), Ampang (office)


What else?
That's it I guess. Well, I've nothing more to write for the time being. Once I get something, I'll write my butt off on this blog.Til then, Chiao~