Another Rant

Another day of the week.Last week was busy yet exciting.

I get to see Transformers for free..lalala..Mak aku nye customer book satu wayang kat GSC Mid tu..So she invited me (dgn syarat i can oso invite my fren..hehe).So last thursday,Transformers with mak,ateyn and mel.Awkward when your BF is acting all shy and quiet in front of your mom(when actually he's super-duper BISING)

Intern:

Last week was a lot of work.

Drawings.Presentation.More drawings.

Tender reading.Trying to understand every single thing slowly.

Assign to organize a training in Paka for 'abg2' engineer and oso me..tahaaaa..=) (cant wait for that~!)

Presentation preparation for the training..

I love this place.

I get to do everything..(bukan la mcm kuli..mcm student intern yg belajar)

Cool work place with cool people to work with.

More to write in such a limited time.

Updated soon.

p/s:I need a new phone. Care to 'derma' anyone?

I like this...

My first day of my second week

Another Monday to be bored of.

Last week was the first day of intern.

Today is just another first day of the week.

Its hard to explain what I've been through the past week.

My company is a contractor that serve big consultant company (Petronas,Shell,Sime..etc)

so,as a contractor: no project=no work (still got..tapi tak byk kot)=no money(i think so la kan..that's the way things work nowadays)

As I read most blog entries,some like where they r working..some..biasa-biasa je la

Well,I dont know about most people..but I feel like for the past 4 years of studying

I feel like we are not cut up for the working world.

Antara kite ni mmg suka idup as a student dr bekerja seperti grown ups..(bg aku..i love my studying years..but working is more responsibility and stress..kot...=)

All and all,working in this company suites me..walau pun aku ni spesis terancam..aku je kot pompuan kt deparment aku yg intern ni..

They treat me like budak kecik..aduyaaii..tp best..

blanje itu..blanje ini..tp tu hidden agenda diorang laa

mesti nk suruh aku blanje balek la tu..huahahhaha

Let see how this week turn up to.Cant wait for more challenging stuff they ask me to do..

Minggu lepas is a mix of FILING,PROJECT MANAGEMENT (tuan aji..tolong..nyesal tak blaja bebtul subjek tu) and also TECHNICAL SKILLS.

Minggu ni..kite tunggu..anyways..i have to prepare for my presentation..

Au revoir..n till next post~!

First baby step into working world

Awkward.Cold.Happy.Nervous.Excited.Mind-blowing.Confused.

Sadness is..

When you feel down..
the only escape is to cry
'cause you feel the world is grey and it has a lot of shadows today...
And you're the only one in colors.. but you know you are also gonna change ...
You are gonna be grey, just like them...

What we gonna do?
Innocence is not enough...
a smile is not enough..
Nothing is good enough...

I'm sitting and Cryin'...
Is the best that I can do
..
Wishing for a best world
Wishing for you to come ...





What do you wish? 

The day I feel like crying

Hari ni tak tau nape hati rasa sakit..air mata asyik mengalir.I'm sad..obviously

Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry, 
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on. 
If I had an ear to confide in, 
I would cry among my treasured friend, 
but who do you know that stops that long, 
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry, 
so painful and sad. 
And sometimes...
I Cry 
and no one cares about why.