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Friday, June 5, 2009
the only escape is to cry
'cause you feel the world is grey and it has a lot of shadows today...
And you're the only one in colors.. but you know you are also gonna change ...
You are gonna be grey, just like them...
What we gonna do?
Innocence is not enough...
a smile is not enough..
Nothing is good enough...
I'm sitting and Cryin'...
Is the best that I can do
Wishing for a best world
Wishing for you to come ...
What do you wish?
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confide in,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
and no one cares about why.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Street fighter~!! Went to the movies with Mel...again..ye la..mane ade orang lain lagi kan?kan sayang kan? We watched Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li. It was OK for me but a bit dissapointed that Chun Li didnt do her fire kick thingy..dalam game dulu buat combo tu la best..tp dlm cite tu smalam, Chun Li tendang pusing2 tu je..so, 3 out of 5 stars. Anyway, tak kesah la pasal movie pn..The best thing was with who i watched the movie with. My very own customized Street Fighter..ahakss.. (perasan tahap tak bleh bla la kann...)
Street Fighter :The Legend of Chun Li
Ryu & Sakura... chommss..
Last Saturday was another wedding that I attended. Not mine obviously. A friend of Mel. Attending the wedding made me wonder, 'Nape la orang skarang ni suke kawen awal ek?'
and the most popular answer for that is 'Biasa la..jodoh awal'. Some say its because of our generations are the generation of 'everything-so-fast-one'.. Fastfood,fast cash,fast car, fast this, fast that..so..kawen pun so fast la.~(according to my friend la..hohoho)
Persoalan pertama adalah, adakah kita cukup matang untuk menghadapi masa akan datang?Not everybody is ready for comitment. Certain still depend on their mom to wake them up for Subuh and certain just too afraid to hold the responsebility as grown ups.Perkahwinan bukanlah sesuatu yang boleh dianggap mudah dan perkahwinan adalah sesuatu yang sukar. Sesungguhnya jika seseorang lelaki itu belum cukup benar bersedia untuk berkahwin, maka jauhilah dari menghampiri seorang gadis.( wahh..ayat aku tak bleh blah..ikut korang la..nak hampiri je,tak usik...tak pe kot =)
Ada sedikit perbezaan ideologi dan kefahaman antara orang yang beragama, orang cerdik akal, dan orang cacat akal. Orang beragama sudah tentunya pandai dalam menelusuri arus kehidupan, mungkin kahwin awal adalah jalan terbaik bagi mereka untuk mendekati Tuhan dan mengelakkan maksiat. Orang cerdik akal melihat aspek kahwin awal sebagai satu ujian, di mana sebelum menempuh ujian persediaan perlulah dibuat. Ujian pasti akan datang, jadi sebelum ujian, pastikan ready jadi tak perlulah repeat merepeat turun naik mahkamah. Orang cacat akal pula muda muda lagik udah mau kawen. Tiada persediaan, tiada apa, tiada rupa, tiada batin, tiada gambir sarawak sudah mahu berkahwin. Mungkin perkahwinan sekadar alat melepaskan nafsu secara halal dan tidak lebih dari itu.
Then again its your own life to decide wether you are ready for all the mature thing to do.This post also made me realize that I am too,not ready on this matter. The basic principle of marriage is love,trust and MONEY~..you can have love and trust..but DO YOU HAVE A LOT OF MONEY? hehehe..This is taken from the day we went for the wedding..cian laki aku ni haa...keta die..ish ish ish..tak pe..nanti kite cari duit bbyk..beli keta baru eh?
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Started of with a bright sunny day and when everybody is still in bed, I went to the lab to get my experiment running and get my data. To cut the story short, I've spend the whole day from 9am to 5 pm at the lab. Doing this:
22 February 2009
A crazy day. Went to the lab at 7.00am and went back to the hostel at 9.30pm. 14 hours in the lab. of course we took our breaks for zohor and asar prayers. but everything was done in the lab. Doing this:
FYI: The tanks are all taller than me and heavier. I went back with a pain in my back and in my shoulder blades. I knocked my head got several times with the pressure regulators because i wasnt wearing my PPE. I've worked my ass that day for 14 solid hours and went back 100% exhausted. So, the question is...am i up to it next week? Will update this soon~
How does a girlfriend react when she sees this kind of pictures?(for some girls..including me)
1) shocked cus he never ever mentioned that he's partially gay or some sort
2) try to absorb and understand the picture, the environment and the relationship
3) be calm and advice yourself..its ok.he's hugging another man not another girl (ahaks...~)
I see this picture in a different way. Besides their relationship as friends, I see that both of them as soulmates (member yang mmg sejiwa la..) and its hard to find relationship like this. I have onced experience such( a female bestfriend ) but the relationship only last for 8 years and it ended badly. For these two guys, I respect them because they put aside their differences and understand each other very well. Although they're miles apart, they still kept on going and hope they will. Both of them does mean something in my life. Azam= my classmate,rakan seperjuangan..although ko tak tau ni Azam, I admire you (not in 'sayang' way but in a 'academic,ketokohan ko' way) from day one we met in class time minggu minds and have been my inspiration of debating and speaking in public. Hazmil= my sayang and love of my life and also have been my insipiration and strength in facing everything.
So, readers..if you happen to be clashing anything like this, all the girlfriends out there..Men are complicated. Sometime they need another man to understand them. We, women sometimes need another women right? So do men..tapi jangan lebey2 aaa...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
The topping for mine was butter cream frosting if u wanted something else, u might try choc frosting.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Today is the day that my Sayang turned 23 years old. So proud of him~!! Went back to KL just to celebrate his birthday early because Pahang tak cuti hari Isnin. Went out on a pre-birthday celebration on the 7th (baik punye awek). There were a lot of things happened before the 7th. Preparing for a suprise present was one thing, to keep it a secret to make it a suprise was the other.
His wish was to get a brand new guitar with his own money (alahai..cian die..). So after doing some budgetting I realise that a guitar is the perfect present for him this year. I've searched for the perfect guitar from last week. We even had a fight because I went out and came back late to buy his guitar (but he doesnt know that i went out to buy his birthday present..tau marah je.x pe..B tak kesah pun kene marah). I even went out with a guy (he insisted in helping me pick out the best one~). After all the fuss about his present, I wanted to do a little something extra so that he remembers his 23rd birthday and his 1st birthday celebrated with me.
I made him a home-made cupcakes~! (sah sah memang menang award awek terbaik laaa..). The way to win a man's heart is through his stomach..so, it was my first time actually. I've baked cakes before tapi untuk makan kat umah je..so who cares if it doesnt taste as good or look good. But this...this is perfection baby~.
Friday, February 6, 2009
KUANTAN 3 Feb. - Sikap segelintir pegawai dan kakitangan yang tidak berdisiplin menjadi salah satu punca Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP) berada di kedudukan hampir tercorot di kalangan institusi pengajian tinggi awam (IPTA) di negara ini.
Naib Canselor UMP, Profesor Datuk Dr. Daing Nasir Ibrahim menegaskan, pihaknya kesal dengan sikap pegawai dan kakitangan terbabit yang lebih mengutamakan soal remeh temeh tanpa memberi perhatian kepada aspek kualiti.
''Ada pegawai dan kakitangan yang menjadikan majlis-majlis pelancaran, perasmian dan perjumpaan di Kuala Lumpur atau di tempat lain sebagai keutamaan berbanding dalam universiti ini.
''Kita lebih kerap memberi perhatian kepada perkara yang remeh. Kadangkala lebih menitikberatkan protokol dan kedudukan," katanya ketika menyampaikan Amanat Tahunan 2009 di depan kira-kira 4,000 warga UMP di kompleks sukan universiti itu di sini hari ini.
Teguran Naib Canselor itu disambut dengan tepukan gemuruh ribuan pelajar yang hadir pada majlis tersebut.
Daing Nasir menegaskan, terdapat pegawai universiti itu yang kurang mengambil berat hal ehwal pelajar selain tidak mementingkan masa.
''Peraturan yang dikenakan kepada pelajar juga tertumpu kepada perkara remeh-temeh berasaskan andaian dan buruk sangka.
''Kita lebih cenderung kepada perkara yang mudah seperti membuat peraturan ketat kepada pelajar sedangkan pegawai itu sendiri kurang selesa dengan perkara yang mencabar untuk meningkatkan kebajikan pelajar dan staf," katanya.
Menurutnya, kedudukan UMP di kedudukan hampir tercorot di kalangan IPTA di negara ini mengejutkan pihak pentadbiran universiti kecuali bagi 'mereka yang masih lena'.
Daing Nasir turut mengingatkan pegawai UMP supaya tidak 'syok sendiri' dalam menjalankan aktiviti seperti penerbitan sehingga kegiatan yang dilakukan tidak memberi impak kepada dunia di luar kampus.
Sehubungan itu, beliau mahu setiap pegawai dan kakitangan UMP memberi nafas baru kepada slogan universiti iaitu 'kejuruteraan, teknologi dan kreativiti.'
''UMP memerlukan rekaan semula, berteknologi dan berinovasi. Nama UMP jelas telah memberikan kulit baru kepada universiti ini tetapi isinya masih jauh lagi dari sebuah universiti terkemuka dalam banyak aspek," katanya.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I might say that the panels did asked some killer questions but as one of a responsible member, I played my part in honestly answering them with the exact answers..and what do u know? My answer was acceptable. Alhamdulillah. Overall presentation a bit lengthy because we talked so much on HAZOP rather then concentrating on the Process Control and the controlling and transmitting systems. Dahsyat jugak la hari ni.
The panels suggested that we should actually change the control system. Mak aih..banyak aku membebel hr ni. but we've decided that we are going to do our best in our next coming presentation which is the last, the ultimate ONE. Pray to God all ends well. Amin~
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Calculations involving more than 5 reference books. Handbook itu..handbook ini. Last Sunday, I've done half of the calculations and found out that my nose is bleeding. Bedarah hidung tu beb~ Wacayalu..Plant design is pretty serious shit and i mean it. Designing the plant. Calculating the mass balance and energy balance. Equipment sizing (my part). HAZOP. (for those who are taking engineering may know all this crap..for those who are not..you are welcome to learn). Thank God its a group work. There are 5 of us. Nana.Jiji.Zue.Wan.Amer. Combined brains and sweat to get everything done by tomorrow evening.
The calculations, the diagrams and the slides. Mampus~!!
Let me show you our plant, so you guys can take a peek of our 'wonderfulness' of what we call Plant Design.
This might look simple but, it was so hard to do the calculation and this is the simplest design that we can create. Our project is about designing a gas processing plant that produce 500MMSCFD of sales gas (Methane) and NGLs (Natural Gas Liquids). My job is to calculate the sizing of a distillation column (the cylindrical shape) , a reboiler (round shape) and a condenser (looks similarly like reboiler).
You thinks its easy? ha? ha? Bapak susah tau~! I've done apparently 4 times of 5 pages of calculation just to get an exact size and logical figure. Baru engineer wey...Done with my distillation column, need to calculate the size of my reboiler and condenser. I hope I can get it done before tomorrow. Ya Allah, permudahkan la segala urusanku. Amin~
I tell you guys what happen after the presentation is over tomorrow. Hope and pray for the best and let Allah do the rest.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Lobby man: Do you have your laptop and you voucher?
Nana: What voucher? Oh, you need to pay for the internet?
Lobby man: Yes. It should be with the room entitlement.
Nana: I’m sorry. I didn’t know about that. How much do you charge per usage?
Lobby man: 30,000 per hour. Where are you from?
Lobby man: Malaysia? But your face look like you’re Indonesian and your slang is like American.
Nana: Oh really (dlm hati muke aku ni ade rupe indon ke?) May be because I’m half minang and half jawa.
Lobby man: Can I know your name?
Nana: Farhana. Ya, saya orang Malaysia. Nggak percaya kah?
Lobby man: My name is Agus. You speak very good English.
Nana: Nggak la. Biasa2 aja.
Yang kelakar tu, aku dh cakap indon pun die nak gak bantai BI ngan aku. Haha..muke indon..bapak sadis gle..Overall the stay was delightful and next time we come and visit it would be a full week vacation. Honeymoon perhaps? Ahaks.
According to Pak Made, the volcano is still active with minor activity. Last gunung tu meletup 1994 ke 97 cam tu la. We also went to the Gunugapi Batur Museum which actually complete the information about the volcano. Lepas abis tgk gunug berapi tu, we went to another famous temple in Bali. An ancient temple where it was build under the ground but the archeologists found it and now it’s already on the ground. The place is called Goa Gajah ( Elephant Cave). A mystical temple and legends tells it the Hindu Monks stays in the cave to meditate and to get away from other people for their learning’s.
Lepas tu, kitorang gi lunch. Ape lagi kan? Nasi padang lagi satu round la. Our favorite~! Ate lunch at Natrabu Makanan Minang. Superb~! Cus I get to eat my favorite dish out of all dish in the Nasi Padang’s lauk. Ayam Pop~!! (aku kan allergic ayam, kat Indon je la bleh makan pun sbb diorang gune ayam kampong). After a wonderful meal, it was too early to go back to the hotel. So, we went to the biggest mall in Bali, the Bali Galleria. Lebih kurang macam KLCC or Pavilion kite je la. Nak shopping mahal plak kan? So jalan2 je la. Time jejalan tu, terjumpa Bata (mcm la kat Malaysia tak de). I don’t care, I need to find my shoes. I bought my shoes there..huahahhah…Lepas tu baru gerak pulang ke hotel. That night, we hang out at the beach and let the mosquito ate us alive. I managed to call my baby boo and he told me he had a bad asthma attack. Risau la kite ni kat die. If only I can duplicate my healthy veins and implant it to you. Went to bed a bit late that night but manage to charge my energy for tomorrow.
Lepas dah romantik2 kat laut tu, we decided to get our dinner at the best seafood restaurant in Bali. Enjoying seafood at the beach ( I meant really at the sandy beach).We had dinner at Segera Seafood in Jimbaran. We had prawns, squids, more prawns and lobster.
After the feast, we headed back to the hotel. Slept early cus super exhausted and need to gain energy for tomorrow activities.
So, we all decided to take the 5pm flight. Tunggula macam org bodoh kt LCCT yg tak de pape tu. At 4.30pm we checked in, pastu flight delay pukul 6pm.Haiiissshhh~!!! Delay sampai pukul 7 la senang cite. Duration to Bali is 3 hours, makanya jam 10pm la kami samapi ke Bali. Tak best langsung. Its already night and theres nothing you can see and enjoy. Arrived and went straight to the hotel. We stayed in Penindsula Beach Resort in Nusa Dua near Kuta Beach. Checked in and terus tidur (charge battery untuk esok).
Monday, January 19, 2009
I felt so bad. I didnt get to do anything today. At the lab, helped one of my colleauge doing his final year project.Balik bilik, dehydrated,exhausted, nak pengsan..baring n tdo.Tak bleh bla arr hari ni. Bengang.Nak maki hamun.Asked for someone to entertain me,no one was there.Keje la ape la. So, layan sedih sesorang. Promised myself not to cry.
6.30pm someone managed to call my phone.Sape lagi kan?Time tu, tears automatically went down my cheeks. Nanges tak ingat dunia. Like it was the end of the world. Susah cam ni ke wey? My body has lost a few kilos while doing this research. Tak payah la nk gi kurus2 lagi. Tensen+sedih+missing somebody+Makan+Kekadang X makan langsung= turun 4 Kilo dlm 2 minggu.
Plant design another story plak. Material balance still stuck.But we managed to find the alternative way to calculate. Tak pe la jugak. 5 heads finding solution for one big project. And i might say, my group member were superb~! Sayang korang. Ingatkn bleh la tdo ngan aman. Ade lagi yg dtg mengganggu. This case, made me cried even more. Tensed. Confused.Dramatic. Its about Mr S. N i hate this. Nak nangis lagi la..WTF~
Monday, January 12, 2009
-do not copy answers
-the tag questions must be 100% the same
-tag people after doing tag
-no tagging back
How do you know 1?
Softskill 2 workshop in UMP
What would you do if you never met 2?
Never will found a person that so 'Paris Hilton' yet lovable as she is
What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
It will turned out to be the most crazy date i've ever been
Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Couple of serious people i guess..teehee..
Do you think 7 is attractive?
Yes.She has nice ass..sorry azzu.
Do you know anything about 8's family?
Yes.5 siblings.Live in Yan,Kedah..
Tell me something about 9...
He's no 8's boyfriend.A serious fella but still a bit cuckoo.Berkulit hitam manis (ye ke ni?) A loyal friend and doesnt think what people think about him.
What language does 2 speak?
Malay,English,Mandarin(beginners level) and Arabic (pro i guess..)
Who is 3 goin out with?
Start with the letter 'B'...betul tak hani?
How old is number 4?
This year she's 22 years old.
Who is 6's favourite singer?
I dont really know.Cus she love various singers.
Any rock kapak singer will do..hehe..azzu aku tak taw laa...
Is 8 single?
What is 9's last name?
Muhammad<---i think i spell it correctly.
Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
I am in a relationship with 1. Not need to reconsider.tahaa~
Which school does 2 go to?
MRSM or SBP in Johor.
What do you like about 3?
Lovable roomate as number 2 and 5.