PSM day

21 February 2009
Started of with a bright sunny day and when everybody is still in bed, I went to the lab to get my experiment running and get my data. To cut the story short, I've spend the whole day from 9am to 5 pm at the lab. Doing this:
22 February 2009
A crazy day. Went to the lab at 7.00am and went back to the hostel at 9.30pm. 14 hours in the lab. of course we took our breaks for zohor and asar prayers. but everything was done in the lab. Doing this:

FYI: The tanks are all taller than me and heavier. I went back with a pain in my back and in my shoulder blades. I knocked my head got several times with the pressure regulators because i wasnt wearing my PPE. I've worked my ass that day for 14 solid hours and went back 100% exhausted. So, the question is...am i up to it next week? Will update this soon~

"Jealousy is always born with love; it does not always die with it"

This is taken from Azam. What a beautiful and touching love story they had. Hehe..(try to be positive...padahal..) Let me explain what happen in the picture. Both of them have this sensational feelings towards each other. They care and love each other very much. Its beyond friendship and brotherhood. One will sacrifice ones need to give pleasure to other (lain macam je bunyi..i didnt mean it in a gay way..but if Azam feels that way..tak pe la.. *blinkblink )

How does a girlfriend react when she sees this kind of pictures?(for some girls..including me)
1) shocked cus he never ever mentioned that he's partially gay or some sort
2) try to absorb and understand the picture, the environment and the relationship
3) be calm and advice yourself..its ok.he's hugging another man not another girl (ahaks...~)

I see this picture in a different way. Besides their relationship as friends, I see that both of them as soulmates (member yang mmg sejiwa la..) and its hard to find relationship like this. I have onced experience such( a female bestfriend ) but the relationship only last for 8 years and it ended badly. For these two guys, I respect them because they put aside their differences and understand each other very well. Although they're miles apart, they still kept on going and hope they will. Both of them does mean something in my life. Azam= my classmate,rakan seperjuangan..although ko tak tau ni Azam, I admire you (not in 'sayang' way but in a 'academic,ketokohan ko' way) from day one we met in class time minggu minds and have been my inspiration of debating and speaking in public. Hazmil= my sayang and love of my life and also have been my insipiration and strength in facing everything.

So, readers..if you happen to be clashing anything like this, all the girlfriends out there..Men are complicated. Sometime they need another man to understand them. We, women sometimes need another women right? So do men..tapi jangan lebey2 aaa...

Cupcake~

In recent post on Cupcake for Mel..I've decided that since I cant do all of the readers who requested cupcakes from me. So, why not you guys try it out yourself hmm? its damn easy la wey..

Basic Chocolate Cup Cake Recipe
Ingredients
5 oz (150g)	Butter - softened
5 oz (150g)	superfine (castor) sugar
6 oz (175g)	self-raising flour
3	eggs
2 tbls	cocoa powder
1 tsp	vanilla extract
Method
1.	Pre-heat the oven to 350oF (180oC).
2.	Line a 12 cup cake pan, with cup cake papers.
3.	Crack the eggs into a cup and beat lightly with a fork.
4.	Place all the ingredients in a large bowl.
5.	Beat with an electric mixer for 2 minutes, until light and creamy.
6.	Divide the mixture evenly between the cake cases.
7.	Bake for 18-20 minutes until risen and firm to touch.
8.	Allow to cool for a few minutes and then transfer to a wire rack.
9.	Allow to cool fully before icing.

The topping for mine was butter cream frosting if u wanted something else, u might try choc frosting.

Butter Cream Frosting
Ingredients
5 oz (150g)	Butter - softened
8 oz (250g)	confectioners (icing) sugar
1 tsp	vanilla
2 tsp	hot water
Method
1.	Beat together the butter and sugar with an electric beater.
2.	Once well combined, add the vanilla and water. Beat until smooth and creamy.

Intern..ooo..intern

A dillema that all final year students have to undergo before we finally graduated. a fckd up situation for those that had been rejected and it will b more fckd up the reason u got rejected is because of your bloody damn pointer..bloody hell~

In my case, I've been requesting application for various chemical, oil-gas, pharmaceuticals, environmental engineering fields but for the time being only several replied back and some haven't even consider my application. The world out there is actually cruel and full with unfairness, but it is a thing that every human being has to bare. I might been rejected and unwanted, but i have to keep on trying until i get accepted.Ya Allah, please get me through this safely and with a tonnes load of patience. It has been a roller coaster ride for from the beginning of this semester.

Alhamdulillah, I've gone through a lot but with the help of all my beloved ones, I've been OK. (after all the sweat, the tears, the cursing...terjatuh tergelongsor tapi ade orang bangunkn semula). To all my dear friends and family <---gaya pakej digi je...It has been a bumpy road, but we are together in resolving every issues. thanks guys n gurls~

Hope that I will get up next morning and hoping that tomorrow will be brighter and sunnier~

This internship thing...is just a merely-tiny test that I have to face before the enormously-big-huge cruelity of the real world out there..no more mister nice guy~

Hope it gives you HELL~!

My new favorite song and actually sum up what happen today. It should not be mention here. But for those who knew, so this a tribute to anything that irritates me today~! and hope it gives 'you' hell. Fewwh~!