Monday, January 19, 2009

A day to cry for

It started of a great day of reminiscing what happened last weekend(will b in the next post).but it turned to be most one of the disastrous day ever. Starting the a new week with a bad Monday. My final year project is heading on the right track (according to my planning). Pastu hari ni jumpe SV, die kate "Farhana, membrane awak ni nipis sangat ni." At that moment, i felt like my ears and my heart ripped off..My brains has fell down to the floor. Aku penat ni buat...salah lagi ke? Time tu, rase cam..I've wasted my entire weekend doing nothing~

I felt so bad. I didnt get to do anything today. At the lab, helped one of my colleauge doing his final year project.Balik bilik, dehydrated,exhausted, nak pengsan..baring n tdo.Tak bleh bla arr hari ni. Bengang.Nak maki hamun.Asked for someone to entertain me,no one was there.Keje la ape la. So, layan sedih sesorang. Promised myself not to cry.

6.30pm someone managed to call my phone.Sape lagi kan?Time tu, tears automatically went down my cheeks. Nanges tak ingat dunia. Like it was the end of the world. Susah cam ni ke wey? My body has lost a few kilos while doing this research. Tak payah la nk gi kurus2 lagi. Tensen+sedih+missing somebody+Makan+Kekadang X makan langsung= turun 4 Kilo dlm 2 minggu.

Plant design another story plak. Material balance still stuck.But we managed to find the alternative way to calculate. Tak pe la jugak. 5 heads finding solution for one big project. And i might say, my group member were superb~! Sayang korang. Ingatkn bleh la tdo ngan aman. Ade lagi yg dtg mengganggu. This case, made me cried even more. Tensed. Confused.Dramatic. Its about Mr S. N i hate this. Nak nangis lagi la..WTF~

Monday, January 12, 2009

I got tagged by Emi

Rules & Regulations:
-do not copy answers
-the tag questions must be 100% the same
-tag people after doing tag
-no tagging back

I tag:
1.Hazmil
2.Sab
3.Hani
4.Z
5.Ita
6.Fash
7.Azu
8.Zue
9.Juan
10.Azam


[1]How do you know 1?
Softskill 2 workshop in UMP

[2]What would you do if you never met 2?
Never will found a person that so 'Paris Hilton' yet lovable as she is

[3]What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
It will turned out to be the most crazy date i've ever been

[4]Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Couple of serious people i guess..teehee..

[5]Do you think 7 is attractive?
Yes.She has nice ass..sorry azzu.

[6]Do you know anything about 8's family?
Yes.5 siblings.Live in Yan,Kedah..

[7]Tell me something about 9...
He's no 8's boyfriend.A serious fella but still a bit cuckoo.Berkulit hitam manis (ye ke ni?) A loyal friend and doesnt think what people think about him.

[8]What language does 2 speak?
Malay,English,Mandarin(beginners level) and Arabic (pro i guess..)

[9]Who is 3 goin out with?
Start with the letter 'B'...betul tak hani?

[10]How old is number 4?
This year she's 22 years old.

[11] 5?
24

[12]Who is 6's favourite singer?
I dont really know.Cus she love various singers.

[13]7 ?
Any rock kapak singer will do..hehe..azzu aku tak taw laa...

[14]Is 8 single?
definitely NOT~!

[15]What is 9's last name?
Muhammad<---i think i spell it correctly.

[16]Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
I am in a relationship with 1. Not need to reconsider.tahaa~

[17]Which school does 2 go to?
MRSM or SBP in Johor.

[18]What do you like about 3?
Lovable roomate as number 2 and 5.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Alone..in the Lab

Since wanted to get my PSM done on time, hr ni menjalani eksperimen yg tanpa henti. 2 hours of degassing my solution and in the evening i want to CAST my membrane..huhuhu..at this moment, im sitting in the cold clean room with my laptop and handphones, writing my report for today.

Excited nk fabricate membrane hr ni. Tp tak tau la outcome die mcm mane..
Ngah bosan tunggu membrane solution siap, I ran through NST online and read up on the front page for today's news. Such a popular and will not end topic. W.A.R.+Human Rights.

Tertimbul la satu persoalan, What does human rights stands for?

Does this looks like human rights to us?


Children been killed with no reasons. What is happening to the world today? Are we keeping our mouth shut and just stay put in our country happily with no worries at all? If it could happen to Gaza, why wouldnt it happen to others?Where do the humans stand? If day by day, human are killing each other?

Dalam kes ni, tiada siapa yg boleh menunding jari kepada sesiapa. Its your own responsibility to uphold your own ethics as human beings. The picture has shown how well we respect others and it show how well we applied our educations and believes. As a Muslim myself, I am aware of my own virtue and uphold it every single day so that life wouldnt be as terrible as it seems. But the question is,why they are still killing each other out there and there's nothing we can do about it?

Banyak blog dah tulis itu ini,gerakan itu ini,boikot itu ini,but still as an action,things are getting even worst. Boikot ke ape ke?Like En Hafiz said in the lab today, things like these, we have to get in touch with our roots,our Creator. Ask back what we have done wrong that we deserve something this bad? Then, with a lil bit of faith,hope and doa, InsyaAllah He will work His own way to make miracle happen. In high hopes that situation in Gaza will be better,InsyaAllah.

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Monday, January 5, 2009

Bored and nothing to do

Have you ever thought on how well people know you? You have been existing on the surface of the earth for a certain period of time and have interact with many human being possible. So now is the time you ask back, how well they know you. 

I was surfing the net today because i was frustrated with somethings that couldnt be mentioned in here. I've found out a web that let you create your own quiz and ask others anything. In my case, I wanted to find out how well people know me. So, if you really had known me for years,months,days,hours,minits and you feel brave enough to stand up for the challenge, feel free to answer my quiz.

Farhana wants to know how well you know about her. So, take the quiz and you'll see how well you will do and how well you know me. Hehe..creating it was fun. I dont know about you guys. But I'm sure answering it would be fun too. Just click on the link below and start answering me. So, enjoy~!


p/s: i want to know the results. paste your results at my comment box.hehe...nana nak tengok bape ramai yg kenal nana..huahhahhahah =p

Saturday, January 3, 2009