A day to cry for

It started of a great day of reminiscing what happened last weekend(will b in the next post).but it turned to be most one of the disastrous day ever. Starting the a new week with a bad Monday. My final year project is heading on the right track (according to my planning). Pastu hari ni jumpe SV, die kate "Farhana, membrane awak ni nipis sangat ni." At that moment, i felt like my ears and my heart ripped off..My brains has fell down to the floor. Aku penat ni buat...salah lagi ke? Time tu, rase cam..I've wasted my entire weekend doing nothing~

I felt so bad. I didnt get to do anything today. At the lab, helped one of my colleauge doing his final year project.Balik bilik, dehydrated,exhausted, nak pengsan..baring n tdo.Tak bleh bla arr hari ni. Bengang.Nak maki hamun.Asked for someone to entertain me,no one was there.Keje la ape la. So, layan sedih sesorang. Promised myself not to cry.

6.30pm someone managed to call my phone.Sape lagi kan?Time tu, tears automatically went down my cheeks. Nanges tak ingat dunia. Like it was the end of the world. Susah cam ni ke wey? My body has lost a few kilos while doing this research. Tak payah la nk gi kurus2 lagi. Tensen+sedih+missing somebody+Makan+Kekadang X makan langsung= turun 4 Kilo dlm 2 minggu.

Plant design another story plak. Material balance still stuck.But we managed to find the alternative way to calculate. Tak pe la jugak. 5 heads finding solution for one big project. And i might say, my group member were superb~! Sayang korang. Ingatkn bleh la tdo ngan aman. Ade lagi yg dtg mengganggu. This case, made me cried even more. Tensed. Confused.Dramatic. Its about Mr S. N i hate this. Nak nangis lagi la..WTF~