Why do I have to be this?

One month gone by..

Pejam celik dah sebulan dah i've been an intern. Lots have been going on lately and been very busy to update anything including facebook (sbb facebook kene block kat office aku..syiall..aku kene la gune kecanggihan zaman purba kala...iaitu?? Vidaliaa...huahahhahah). Anyways, sebelum merapu panjang..Let me lay out what I've been doing last month..

1. 2 site visit

2. 1 training

3. A lot of meetings

4. A lot of tender document doing

5. A lot of designing

6. A lot of chitchatting and eating

7. A lot of FUN

Tapi aku sgt sedih kerana aku tak dapat first elaun pun lg..cian kt aku..Screw u HR department yg selow melow...benci benci..obviously I'm running low in cash.Sbb tu la aku mcm make a big fuss elaun aku yg tak seberapa tu..I need my money now~!

Bile dh rasa working world ni..mula la rindu time study..no worries..study pn mcm la power sgt..tp the environment is totally different.Im not saying working sucks, same goes to studying..tp hakikatnye..bile kite dh tinggal kn sesuatu..of course we'll miss them so much.. Aku dh tak tau nk merapu aku..sbb my writting skills are getting bad due to 'not writting that often'.

Anyways, these are some of my site visit pictures. Will be uploading more soon..chiaoow

Petronas Service Station

Ball Valve Suspect Leak

Excited as usual =)

Another Rant

Another day of the week.Last week was busy yet exciting.

I get to see Transformers for free..lalala..Mak aku nye customer book satu wayang kat GSC Mid tu..So she invited me (dgn syarat i can oso invite my fren..hehe).So last thursday,Transformers with mak,ateyn and mel.Awkward when your BF is acting all shy and quiet in front of your mom(when actually he's super-duper BISING)

Intern:

Last week was a lot of work.

Drawings.Presentation.More drawings.

Tender reading.Trying to understand every single thing slowly.

Assign to organize a training in Paka for 'abg2' engineer and oso me..tahaaaa..=) (cant wait for that~!)

Presentation preparation for the training..

I love this place.

I get to do everything..(bukan la mcm kuli..mcm student intern yg belajar)

Cool work place with cool people to work with.

More to write in such a limited time.

Updated soon.

p/s:I need a new phone. Care to 'derma' anyone?

I like this...

My first day of my second week

Another Monday to be bored of.

Last week was the first day of intern.

Today is just another first day of the week.

Its hard to explain what I've been through the past week.

My company is a contractor that serve big consultant company (Petronas,Shell,Sime..etc)

so,as a contractor: no project=no work (still got..tapi tak byk kot)=no money(i think so la kan..that's the way things work nowadays)

As I read most blog entries,some like where they r working..some..biasa-biasa je la

Well,I dont know about most people..but I feel like for the past 4 years of studying

I feel like we are not cut up for the working world.

Antara kite ni mmg suka idup as a student dr bekerja seperti grown ups..(bg aku..i love my studying years..but working is more responsibility and stress..kot...=)

All and all,working in this company suites me..walau pun aku ni spesis terancam..aku je kot pompuan kt deparment aku yg intern ni..

They treat me like budak kecik..aduyaaii..tp best..

blanje itu..blanje ini..tp tu hidden agenda diorang laa

mesti nk suruh aku blanje balek la tu..huahahhaha

Let see how this week turn up to.Cant wait for more challenging stuff they ask me to do..

Minggu lepas is a mix of FILING,PROJECT MANAGEMENT (tuan aji..tolong..nyesal tak blaja bebtul subjek tu) and also TECHNICAL SKILLS.

Minggu ni..kite tunggu..anyways..i have to prepare for my presentation..

Au revoir..n till next post~!

First baby step into working world

Awkward.Cold.Happy.Nervous.Excited.Mind-blowing.Confused.

Sadness is..

When you feel down..
the only escape is to cry
'cause you feel the world is grey and it has a lot of shadows today...
And you're the only one in colors.. but you know you are also gonna change ...
You are gonna be grey, just like them...

What we gonna do?
Innocence is not enough...
a smile is not enough..
Nothing is good enough...

I'm sitting and Cryin'...
Is the best that I can do
..
Wishing for a best world
Wishing for you to come ...





What do you wish? 

The day I feel like crying

Hari ni tak tau nape hati rasa sakit..air mata asyik mengalir.I'm sad..obviously

Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry, 
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on. 
If I had an ear to confide in, 
I would cry among my treasured friend, 
but who do you know that stops that long, 
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry, 
so painful and sad. 
And sometimes...
I Cry 
and no one cares about why. 

Botox~

A little something for the readers, an interesting matter that have crossed my mind these days. Dah lame tak tulis blog ni sebab sibuk siapkan ape lagi kan??..but still my mind ponders to things that are interesting to be discuss.Most of the readers out there are familiar with 'Malay' top hit tv episode drama: mulut berat je nak cakap name cite tu..cus its not my type of drama to watch..anyways..cite SpaQ..mustahil la kalau tanye mane2 suri rumah or bibiq(even bibiq aku pn layan..n OMG..aku je kat rumah yg tak tengok..Mak,ateyn sume dh terpengaruh...Oh NO~!). Its not about the story board..*cus most Malay drama tend to be the same..dengki-mendengki,khianat sini sane.dendam.cinta tiga segi.bunuh2 habis la season 2.masuk plak season 3 yang 60-70 episod lagi..macam nonsence..but..its your own choice to watch.

Certainly,if you're wise enough,you know what is quality rather than quantity. Tapi subjek skarang ni, bukan jalan cerita SpaQ tu. I've watched it for 5 mins and realized..Mak datok.tebal gile make up diorang. Come to think of it, is it really make up? Skang ni kan famous, cucuk Vitamin C la E la, cucuk hormon la..Famously known as Botox. The interesting part is, whats the different of Botox and 'Susuk' (u can say its sort of similar like Botox but without any chemical ingredients in it)

BOTOX

Ones beauty is complicated

What is Botox?

BOTOX® is the commercial tradename for Botulinum Toxin Type A.Botulinum Toxin is derived from the bacterium Clostridium Botulinum.When injected into muscles, Botulinum Toxin has a local effect. It blocks transmission between the nerve endings and muscle fibres around the injection site to cause weakness of the nearby muscle.

What is Botox used for?

Botox is a non-surgical cosmetic treatment for moderate to severe frown lines. It is typically used in people aged 18 to 65.Botox works by blocking nerve transmission to temporarily reduce the contractions of the facial muscles that cause frown lines.It has been proven to be a safe and effective treatment for wrinkles, and botox injections are becoming increasingly popular.The Botox injection procedure

Your doctor will administer several tiny injections of botox directly into the muscles of your face. Prior to injection, your doctor will determine where to administer the injections by examining your ability to move certain muscles in your brow area.The entire botox injection procedure takes approximately 10 minutes and does not require anaesthesia. Discomfort is usually minimal and brief.

After the injection

You should notice an improvement in your frown lines within 3 to 7 days, the effects of which can last up to 4 months. However, results may vary.After a period of time, your frown lines will begin to reappear as the effects of botox wear off.

SUSUK

What is Susuk?

Known as “charm needles”, susuk is believed to bestow the wearer with many blessings, ranging from the aesthetic to protection against minor ailments and injuries. These needles are inserted in the soft tissues of the body by bomoh, or witch doctors, using methods which have been passed down by generations.

With roots in Malayan culture, susuk embodies the idea that beauty is not just skin deep, but literally deep beneath the skin. Common susuk sites include the chin, forehead and cheeks. Others, especially those looking to increase their sexual allure, opt for implantations in the hips, breasts and even pubic area.

How many types of Susuk exist?

Among the items which are believed to possess beneficial qualities are gold needles, diamond particles, mercury and organic ingredients such as fruits, betel leaves, turmeric, pepper and shallots.

For example, susuk berlian (diamond implants) are supposed to provide a significant boost to one’s business or career; susuk emas (gold implants) will enhance one’s physical attractiveness; and susuk ayat (herbal implants) are meant to be talismans to ward off bad karma.

There are various taboos which susuk wearers are advised to adhere to, in order for the charm to work. For instance, right after having the procedure done, wearers are not supposed to scratch their faces, eat bamboo shoots or chicken, or pass under clotheslines and stairs for several days. The taboos vary from one practitioner to the next, but one thing most bomoh do agree upon is that not following these “rules” will render the charm ineffective, or even cause the needles to pop out.

A darker threat to susuk wearers is the belief that these charms may last for life, and are hard to get rid of. If the bomoh who had implanted the charms dies before releasing them, the wearer will die a slow, painful death.

So, ape beza botox ngan susuk? Both needed to inject something through your skin and both are painful. Tapi ingat~botox n susuk membawa kesan sampingan di dunia mahupun di akhirat (cheewaaahh..ala ustazah gitu..) As I always say, its your choice to choose to be forever beauty externally or forever beauty internally..as for me, looks and beauty fades with time but our inner beauty stays forever. and even if we die, it stays forever in others who known us for our kindness and good deeds that we do..hehehe..

Street Fighter-The Legend of Chun Li

9th March 2009

Street fighter~!! Went to the movies with Mel...again..ye la..mane ade orang lain lagi kan?kan sayang kan? We watched Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li. It was OK for me but a bit dissapointed that Chun Li didnt do her fire kick thingy..dalam game dulu buat combo tu la best..tp dlm cite tu smalam, Chun Li tendang pusing2 tu je..so, 3 out of 5 stars. Anyway, tak kesah la pasal movie pn..The best thing was with who i watched the movie with. My very own customized Street Fighter..ahakss.. (perasan tahap tak bleh bla la kann...)

Street Fighter :The Legend of Chun Li

Cast members

Kristen Kreuk=Chun Li

Gen

Taboo=Vega

Neal Mcdonough=Bison

AND

featuring

AS
Ryu & Sakura... chommss..

Kenduri

7th March 2009
Last Saturday was another wedding that I attended. Not mine obviously. A friend of Mel. Attending the wedding made me wonder, 'Nape la orang skarang ni suke kawen awal ek?'
and the most popular answer for that is 'Biasa la..jodoh awal'. Some say its because of our generations are the generation of 'everything-so-fast-one'.. Fastfood,fast cash,fast car, fast this, fast that..so..kawen pun so fast la.~(according to my friend la..hohoho)

Persoalan pertama adalah, adakah kita cukup matang untuk menghadapi masa akan datang?Not everybody is ready for comitment. Certain still depend on their mom to wake them up for Subuh and certain just too afraid to hold the responsebility as grown ups.Perkahwinan bukanlah sesuatu yang boleh dianggap mudah dan perkahwinan adalah sesuatu yang sukar. Sesungguhnya jika seseorang lelaki itu belum cukup benar bersedia untuk berkahwin, maka jauhilah dari menghampiri seorang gadis.( wahh..ayat aku tak bleh blah..ikut korang la..nak hampiri je,tak usik...tak pe kot =)

Ni gambar rembat ehh~

Ada sedikit perbezaan ideologi dan kefahaman antara orang yang beragama, orang cerdik akal, dan orang cacat akal. Orang beragama sudah tentunya pandai dalam menelusuri arus kehidupan, mungkin kahwin awal adalah jalan terbaik bagi mereka untuk mendekati Tuhan dan mengelakkan maksiat. Orang cerdik akal melihat aspek kahwin awal sebagai satu ujian, di mana sebelum menempuh ujian persediaan perlulah dibuat. Ujian pasti akan datang, jadi sebelum ujian, pastikan ready jadi tak perlulah repeat merepeat turun naik mahkamah. Orang cacat akal pula muda muda lagik udah mau kawen. Tiada persediaan, tiada apa, tiada rupa, tiada batin, tiada gambir sarawak sudah mahu berkahwin. Mungkin perkahwinan sekadar alat melepaskan nafsu secara halal dan tidak lebih dari itu.

Then again its your own life to decide wether you are ready for all the mature thing to do.This post also made me realize that I am too,not ready on this matter. The basic principle of marriage is love,trust and MONEY~..you can have love and trust..but DO YOU HAVE A LOT OF MONEY? hehehe..

This is taken from the day we went for the wedding..cian laki aku ni haa...keta die..ish ish ish..tak pe..nanti kite cari duit bbyk..beli keta baru eh?

PSM day

21 February 2009
Started of with a bright sunny day and when everybody is still in bed, I went to the lab to get my experiment running and get my data. To cut the story short, I've spend the whole day from 9am to 5 pm at the lab. Doing this:
22 February 2009
A crazy day. Went to the lab at 7.00am and went back to the hostel at 9.30pm. 14 hours in the lab. of course we took our breaks for zohor and asar prayers. but everything was done in the lab. Doing this:

FYI: The tanks are all taller than me and heavier. I went back with a pain in my back and in my shoulder blades. I knocked my head got several times with the pressure regulators because i wasnt wearing my PPE. I've worked my ass that day for 14 solid hours and went back 100% exhausted. So, the question is...am i up to it next week? Will update this soon~

"Jealousy is always born with love; it does not always die with it"

This is taken from Azam. What a beautiful and touching love story they had. Hehe..(try to be positive...padahal..) Let me explain what happen in the picture. Both of them have this sensational feelings towards each other. They care and love each other very much. Its beyond friendship and brotherhood. One will sacrifice ones need to give pleasure to other (lain macam je bunyi..i didnt mean it in a gay way..but if Azam feels that way..tak pe la.. *blinkblink )

How does a girlfriend react when she sees this kind of pictures?(for some girls..including me)
1) shocked cus he never ever mentioned that he's partially gay or some sort
2) try to absorb and understand the picture, the environment and the relationship
3) be calm and advice yourself..its ok.he's hugging another man not another girl (ahaks...~)

I see this picture in a different way. Besides their relationship as friends, I see that both of them as soulmates (member yang mmg sejiwa la..) and its hard to find relationship like this. I have onced experience such( a female bestfriend ) but the relationship only last for 8 years and it ended badly. For these two guys, I respect them because they put aside their differences and understand each other very well. Although they're miles apart, they still kept on going and hope they will. Both of them does mean something in my life. Azam= my classmate,rakan seperjuangan..although ko tak tau ni Azam, I admire you (not in 'sayang' way but in a 'academic,ketokohan ko' way) from day one we met in class time minggu minds and have been my inspiration of debating and speaking in public. Hazmil= my sayang and love of my life and also have been my insipiration and strength in facing everything.

So, readers..if you happen to be clashing anything like this, all the girlfriends out there..Men are complicated. Sometime they need another man to understand them. We, women sometimes need another women right? So do men..tapi jangan lebey2 aaa...

Cupcake~

In recent post on Cupcake for Mel..I've decided that since I cant do all of the readers who requested cupcakes from me. So, why not you guys try it out yourself hmm? its damn easy la wey..

Basic Chocolate Cup Cake Recipe
Ingredients
5 oz (150g)	Butter - softened
5 oz (150g)	superfine (castor) sugar
6 oz (175g)	self-raising flour
3	eggs
2 tbls	cocoa powder
1 tsp	vanilla extract
Method
1.	Pre-heat the oven to 350oF (180oC).
2.	Line a 12 cup cake pan, with cup cake papers.
3.	Crack the eggs into a cup and beat lightly with a fork.
4.	Place all the ingredients in a large bowl.
5.	Beat with an electric mixer for 2 minutes, until light and creamy.
6.	Divide the mixture evenly between the cake cases.
7.	Bake for 18-20 minutes until risen and firm to touch.
8.	Allow to cool for a few minutes and then transfer to a wire rack.
9.	Allow to cool fully before icing.

The topping for mine was butter cream frosting if u wanted something else, u might try choc frosting.

Butter Cream Frosting
Ingredients
5 oz (150g)	Butter - softened
8 oz (250g)	confectioners (icing) sugar
1 tsp	vanilla
2 tsp	hot water
Method
1.	Beat together the butter and sugar with an electric beater.
2.	Once well combined, add the vanilla and water. Beat until smooth and creamy.

Intern..ooo..intern

A dillema that all final year students have to undergo before we finally graduated. a fckd up situation for those that had been rejected and it will b more fckd up the reason u got rejected is because of your bloody damn pointer..bloody hell~

In my case, I've been requesting application for various chemical, oil-gas, pharmaceuticals, environmental engineering fields but for the time being only several replied back and some haven't even consider my application. The world out there is actually cruel and full with unfairness, but it is a thing that every human being has to bare. I might been rejected and unwanted, but i have to keep on trying until i get accepted.Ya Allah, please get me through this safely and with a tonnes load of patience. It has been a roller coaster ride for from the beginning of this semester.

Alhamdulillah, I've gone through a lot but with the help of all my beloved ones, I've been OK. (after all the sweat, the tears, the cursing...terjatuh tergelongsor tapi ade orang bangunkn semula). To all my dear friends and family <---gaya pakej digi je...It has been a bumpy road, but we are together in resolving every issues. thanks guys n gurls~

Hope that I will get up next morning and hoping that tomorrow will be brighter and sunnier~

This internship thing...is just a merely-tiny test that I have to face before the enormously-big-huge cruelity of the real world out there..no more mister nice guy~

Hope it gives you HELL~!

My new favorite song and actually sum up what happen today. It should not be mention here. But for those who knew, so this a tribute to anything that irritates me today~! and hope it gives 'you' hell. Fewwh~!

Happy 23rd birthday Sayang~!

Today is the day that my Sayang turned 23 years old. So proud of him~!! Went back to KL just to celebrate his birthday early because Pahang tak cuti hari Isnin. Went out on a pre-birthday celebration on the 7th (baik punye awek). There were a lot of things happened before the 7th. Preparing for a suprise present was one thing, to keep it a secret to make it a suprise was the other.

His wish was to get a brand new guitar with his own money (alahai..cian die..). So after doing some budgetting I realise that a guitar is the perfect present for him this year. I've searched for the perfect guitar from last week. We even had a fight because I went out and came back late to buy his guitar (but he doesnt know that i went out to buy his birthday present..tau marah je.x pe..B tak kesah pun kene marah). I even went out with a guy (he insisted in helping me pick out the best one~). After all the fuss about his present, I wanted to do a little something extra so that he remembers his 23rd birthday and his 1st birthday celebrated with me.

I made him a home-made cupcakes~! (sah sah memang menang award awek terbaik laaa..). The way to win a man's heart is through his stomach..so, it was my first time actually. I've baked cakes before tapi untuk makan kat umah je..so who cares if it doesnt taste as good or look good. But this...this is perfection baby~.

Choc Cuppies b4 bake
Choc Cuppies after bake
DONE~!

So that was the perfection of my lovely cupcakes for a lovely person that I love most~! Happy birthday sayang~!

What?~!

KUANTAN 3 Feb. - Sikap segelintir pegawai dan kakitangan yang tidak berdisiplin menjadi salah satu punca Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP) berada di kedudukan hampir tercorot di kalangan institusi pengajian tinggi awam (IPTA) di negara ini.

Naib Canselor UMP, Profesor Datuk Dr. Daing Nasir Ibrahim menegaskan, pihaknya kesal dengan sikap pegawai dan kakitangan terbabit yang lebih mengutamakan soal remeh temeh tanpa memberi perhatian kepada aspek kualiti.

''Ada pegawai dan kakitangan yang menjadikan majlis-majlis pelancaran, perasmian dan perjumpaan di Kuala Lumpur atau di tempat lain sebagai keutamaan berbanding dalam universiti ini.

''Kita lebih kerap memberi perhatian kepada perkara yang remeh. Kadangkala lebih menitikberatkan protokol dan kedudukan," katanya ketika menyampaikan Amanat Tahunan 2009 di depan kira-kira 4,000 warga UMP di kompleks sukan universiti itu di sini hari ini.

Teguran Naib Canselor itu disambut dengan tepukan gemuruh ribuan pelajar yang hadir pada majlis tersebut.

Daing Nasir menegaskan, terdapat pegawai universiti itu yang kurang mengambil berat hal ehwal pelajar selain tidak mementingkan masa.

''Peraturan yang dikenakan kepada pelajar juga tertumpu kepada perkara remeh-temeh berasaskan andaian dan buruk sangka.

''Kita lebih cenderung kepada perkara yang mudah seperti membuat peraturan ketat kepada pelajar sedangkan pegawai itu sendiri kurang selesa dengan perkara yang mencabar untuk meningkatkan kebajikan pelajar dan staf," katanya.

Menurutnya, kedudukan UMP di kedudukan hampir tercorot di kalangan IPTA di negara ini mengejutkan pihak pentadbiran universiti kecuali bagi 'mereka yang masih lena'.

Daing Nasir turut mengingatkan pegawai UMP supaya tidak 'syok sendiri' dalam menjalankan aktiviti seperti penerbitan sehingga kegiatan yang dilakukan tidak memberi impak kepada dunia di luar kampus.

Sehubungan itu, beliau mahu setiap pegawai dan kakitangan UMP memberi nafas baru kepada slogan universiti iaitu 'kejuruteraan, teknologi dan kreativiti.'

''UMP memerlukan rekaan semula, berteknologi dan berinovasi. Nama UMP jelas telah memberikan kulit baru kepada universiti ini tetapi isinya masih jauh lagi dari sebuah universiti terkemuka dalam banyak aspek," katanya.

* This is taken from Ikhwan's Blog.But seriously...what is going on people? How can our university be one of the bottoms ones?Help..how can i put that in my resume?

All well, ends well

I am so lucky today that although with a limited time to recalculate everything but my team and I nailed ( I might say, as the presentation was OK). A job well done to all including myself for I've been draining my brains calculating the sizing and design for Reboiler and Condenser. People say that last minute work will not be as high quality as the work you've done before the dateline. Today showed that my last minute reconstructing, recalculate, redo were all worth it.

I might say that the panels did asked some killer questions but as one of a responsible member, I played my part in honestly answering them with the exact answers..and what do u know? My answer was acceptable. Alhamdulillah. Overall presentation a bit lengthy because we talked so much on HAZOP rather then concentrating on the Process Control and the controlling and transmitting systems. Dahsyat jugak la hari ni.

The panels suggested that we should actually change the control system. Mak aih..banyak aku membebel hr ni. but we've decided that we are going to do our best in our next coming presentation which is the last, the ultimate ONE. Pray to God all ends well. Amin~

Plant Design madness

For those out there who are dreaming on becoming an engineer..a chemical engineer specifically,hope you have a lot of guts in you. This week was one of the toughest week ever. My plant design preparation. Our presentation is tomorrow..Yikes~! I've been grumbling and staying up all night just to do some calculations..some? SOME?
A LOT~~
Calculations involving more than 5 reference books. Handbook itu..handbook ini. Last Sunday, I've done half of the calculations and found out that my nose is bleeding. Bedarah hidung tu beb~ Wacayalu..Plant design is pretty serious shit and i mean it. Designing the plant. Calculating the mass balance and energy balance. Equipment sizing (my part). HAZOP. (for those who are taking engineering may know all this crap..for those who are not..you are welcome to learn). Thank God its a group work. There are 5 of us. Nana.Jiji.Zue.Wan.Amer. Combined brains and sweat to get everything done by tomorrow evening.

The calculations, the diagrams and the slides. Mampus~!!
Let me show you our plant, so you guys can take a peek of our 'wonderfulness' of what we call Plant Design.
This might look simple but, it was so hard to do the calculation and this is the simplest design that we can create. Our project is about designing a gas processing plant that produce 500MMSCFD of sales gas (Methane) and NGLs (Natural Gas Liquids). My job is to calculate the sizing of a distillation column (the cylindrical shape) , a reboiler (round shape) and a condenser (looks similarly like reboiler).

You thinks its easy? ha? ha? Bapak susah tau~! I've done apparently 4 times of 5 pages of calculation just to get an exact size and logical figure. Baru engineer wey...Done with my distillation column, need to calculate the size of my reboiler and condenser. I hope I can get it done before tomorrow. Ya Allah, permudahkan la segala urusanku. Amin~
I tell you guys what happen after the presentation is over tomorrow. Hope and pray for the best and let Allah do the rest.

27th January 2009

The last day in Bali and we were chilling in the room with nothing to do. Wake up as usual and decided to just stay in the hotel. I wanted to spent time in the pool but a bit lazy to get out off bed. Tengahari buta baru nk kua gi pantai. Time tu panas die tak bleh blah la kan. Anyway, I’ve already got tanned from the day before so why not just lay down and burn my skin a little bit more. So, Aan kecoh main layang2 die beli kat Kintamani smalam and he insisted that me and ateyn check out his kite at the beach. Kitorang ngan sua pendek nye tanpa sunblock belari la ke pantai yang sangat panas.Aan gave his kite a name (ngade kan?) Name die Naggasaqti (Na-ga-sak-ti). After seeing him play for a few minutes, I can feel my skin starts to sting. Sunburn la tu..wakakka..Ade minah Jepun ni, letih duduk berjam-jam tan kan badan, aku duduk tak sampai 15 min pun dh nak rentung..huahahha..that’s the best thing being a pure Malay girl. Lupe nak cite pasal malam smalam. I went to the lobby because I wanted to use the internet connection. I didn’t know that you have to pay for the internet access. So I went to the reception desk and ask. Dialog die cam ni:

Nana: Excuse me. How can I get the internet access?
Lobby man: Do you have your laptop and you voucher?
Nana: What voucher? Oh, you need to pay for the internet?
Lobby man: Yes. It should be with the room entitlement.
Nana: I’m sorry. I didn’t know about that. How much do you charge per usage?
Lobby man: 30,000 per hour. Where are you from?
Nana: Malaysia
Lobby man: Malaysia? But your face look like you’re Indonesian and your slang is like American.
Nana: Oh really (dlm hati muke aku ni ade rupe indon ke?) May be because I’m half minang and half jawa.
Lobby man: Can I know your name?
Nana: Farhana. Ya, saya orang Malaysia. Nggak percaya kah?
Lobby man: My name is Agus. You speak very good English.
Nana: Nggak la. Biasa2 aja.

Yang kelakar tu, aku dh cakap indon pun die nak gak bantai BI ngan aku. Haha..muke indon..bapak sadis gle..Overall the stay was delightful and next time we come and visit it would be a full week vacation. Honeymoon perhaps? Ahaks.

26th January 2009

Woke up early and Ayah had prepared us breakfast. We had toast with butter and jam. Pastu Ayah ade masak mee..mee ape lagi kan? Mee Sedap keluaran Indonesia la. Die masak ngan beef balls and cabbages. Ok la..The day started off with Pak Made picking us up at the hotel lobby. Destination was Kintamani to go and see the one and only volcano in Bali. Perjalanan agak jauh la, 2 jam dalam keta..Sakit punggung..hehe..but once you’re there, I cant even describe the scenery. It was beautiful.

According to Pak Made, the volcano is still active with minor activity. Last gunung tu meletup 1994 ke 97 cam tu la. We also went to the Gunugapi Batur Museum which actually complete the information about the volcano. Lepas abis tgk gunug berapi tu, we went to another famous temple in Bali. An ancient temple where it was build under the ground but the archeologists found it and now it’s already on the ground. The place is called Goa Gajah ( Elephant Cave). A mystical temple and legends tells it the Hindu Monks stays in the cave to meditate and to get away from other people for their learning’s.


Lepas tu, kitorang gi lunch. Ape lagi kan? Nasi padang lagi satu round la. Our favorite~! Ate lunch at Natrabu Makanan Minang. Superb~! Cus I get to eat my favorite dish out of all dish in the Nasi Padang’s lauk. Ayam Pop~!! (aku kan allergic ayam, kat Indon je la bleh makan pun sbb diorang gune ayam kampong). After a wonderful meal, it was too early to go back to the hotel. So, we went to the biggest mall in Bali, the Bali Galleria. Lebih kurang macam KLCC or Pavilion kite je la. Nak shopping mahal plak kan? So jalan2 je la. Time jejalan tu, terjumpa Bata (mcm la kat Malaysia tak de). I don’t care, I need to find my shoes. I bought my shoes there..huahahhah…Lepas tu baru gerak pulang ke hotel. That night, we hang out at the beach and let the mosquito ate us alive. I managed to call my baby boo and he told me he had a bad asthma attack. Risau la kite ni kat die. If only I can duplicate my healthy veins and implant it to you. Went to bed a bit late that night but manage to charge my energy for tomorrow.

25th January 2009

Wake up at 8am and gedebak –gedebuk 9am kuar dari bilik. Day one in Bali, the weather is super duper hot and humid. We got ourselves a tour guide. Supir kami namanya Pak Made, a very typical Balinese guy..baik bangat. He drove us around in his Toyota Unser. My phone rang, a sms from someone me love most. Hehe First place was the market in Kuta Town. Mom warned us about a pot of flower with some crackers and fruits in it. Itu sebenarnye barang2 lepas diorang sembahyang. Bali is full with culture+religion, so before they start their day, every Hindu individual will pray at their nearest small temple or just worship their idols and put the flower pot in front of their premises. This is how the flower pot looks like. On to the journey of our first day in Bali, at the Kuta Town ape lagi nak buat? Shopping~! Bought a couple of Bali t-shirts for my plant design group (korang..aku abis duit tau belikan untuk korang..tapi janji tetap janji..). We walked and took a lot of pictures. Admiring the uniqueness of Bali compared to our previous visit to Jakarta and Bandung. Their ancient culture, the sculpture, the art, the people was amazing.

Don’t let me start about their food. Before the shopping spree, we had our brunch at Rumah Makan Minang CCA. When talking about returning back to your own root, minang has the best dish to offer.After a wonderful day at the Kuta Town (not really wonderful because of the sun and the extreme humidity make us sweat like pigs), we when to Tanah Lot. It is one of the tourist attractions. Tanah Lot is a temple near the beach where you can enjoy the best view of the sunset.
Lepas dah romantik2 kat laut tu, we decided to get our dinner at the best seafood restaurant in Bali. Enjoying seafood at the beach ( I meant really at the sandy beach).We had dinner at Segera Seafood in Jimbaran. We had prawns, squids, more prawns and lobster.

After the feast, we headed back to the hotel. Slept early cus super exhausted and need to gain energy for tomorrow activities.

24th January 2009

Flight should be at 3.40pm but it was delayed because of some technical bullshit at the ticket counter when we were checking in our bags. We arrived at LCCT around 2.30pm. Supposedly we should be at the airport at least 1 hour before the flight time because the bags needed to be checked in. Bukan nak banned Air Asia ke ape la..tapi it’s a policy of the flight, we can’t refund the ticket. What Air Asia did to us was horrible. They sold our tickets because we arrived at 2.30pm. We’ve paid for the tickets and the sold it to someone else. After ayah gaduh ngan supervisor AA, they came up a solution that we have to split. 3 of us fly first on the 3.45pm flight, and the other 2 have to take the 5.00pm flight. Bodoh tak?
So, we all decided to take the 5pm flight. Tunggula macam org bodoh kt LCCT yg tak de pape tu. At 4.30pm we checked in, pastu flight delay pukul 6pm.Haiiissshhh~!!! Delay sampai pukul 7 la senang cite. Duration to Bali is 3 hours, makanya jam 10pm la kami samapi ke Bali. Tak best langsung. Its already night and theres nothing you can see and enjoy. Arrived and went straight to the hotel. We stayed in Penindsula Beach Resort in Nusa Dua near Kuta Beach. Checked in and terus tidur (charge battery untuk esok).

A day to cry for

It started of a great day of reminiscing what happened last weekend(will b in the next post).but it turned to be most one of the disastrous day ever. Starting the a new week with a bad Monday. My final year project is heading on the right track (according to my planning). Pastu hari ni jumpe SV, die kate "Farhana, membrane awak ni nipis sangat ni." At that moment, i felt like my ears and my heart ripped off..My brains has fell down to the floor. Aku penat ni buat...salah lagi ke? Time tu, rase cam..I've wasted my entire weekend doing nothing~

I felt so bad. I didnt get to do anything today. At the lab, helped one of my colleauge doing his final year project.Balik bilik, dehydrated,exhausted, nak pengsan..baring n tdo.Tak bleh bla arr hari ni. Bengang.Nak maki hamun.Asked for someone to entertain me,no one was there.Keje la ape la. So, layan sedih sesorang. Promised myself not to cry.

6.30pm someone managed to call my phone.Sape lagi kan?Time tu, tears automatically went down my cheeks. Nanges tak ingat dunia. Like it was the end of the world. Susah cam ni ke wey? My body has lost a few kilos while doing this research. Tak payah la nk gi kurus2 lagi. Tensen+sedih+missing somebody+Makan+Kekadang X makan langsung= turun 4 Kilo dlm 2 minggu.

Plant design another story plak. Material balance still stuck.But we managed to find the alternative way to calculate. Tak pe la jugak. 5 heads finding solution for one big project. And i might say, my group member were superb~! Sayang korang. Ingatkn bleh la tdo ngan aman. Ade lagi yg dtg mengganggu. This case, made me cried even more. Tensed. Confused.Dramatic. Its about Mr S. N i hate this. Nak nangis lagi la..WTF~

I got tagged by Emi

Rules & Regulations:
-do not copy answers
-the tag questions must be 100% the same
-tag people after doing tag
-no tagging back

I tag:
1.Hazmil
2.Sab
3.Hani
4.Z
5.Ita
6.Fash
7.Azu
8.Zue
9.Juan
10.Azam


[1]How do you know 1?
Softskill 2 workshop in UMP

[2]What would you do if you never met 2?
Never will found a person that so 'Paris Hilton' yet lovable as she is

[3]What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
It will turned out to be the most crazy date i've ever been

[4]Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Couple of serious people i guess..teehee..

[5]Do you think 7 is attractive?
Yes.She has nice ass..sorry azzu.

[6]Do you know anything about 8's family?
Yes.5 siblings.Live in Yan,Kedah..

[7]Tell me something about 9...
He's no 8's boyfriend.A serious fella but still a bit cuckoo.Berkulit hitam manis (ye ke ni?) A loyal friend and doesnt think what people think about him.

[8]What language does 2 speak?
Malay,English,Mandarin(beginners level) and Arabic (pro i guess..)

[9]Who is 3 goin out with?
Start with the letter 'B'...betul tak hani?

[10]How old is number 4?
This year she's 22 years old.

[11] 5?
24

[12]Who is 6's favourite singer?
I dont really know.Cus she love various singers.

[13]7 ?
Any rock kapak singer will do..hehe..azzu aku tak taw laa...

[14]Is 8 single?
definitely NOT~!

[15]What is 9's last name?
Muhammad<---i think i spell it correctly.

[16]Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
I am in a relationship with 1. Not need to reconsider.tahaa~

[17]Which school does 2 go to?
MRSM or SBP in Johor.

[18]What do you like about 3?
Lovable roomate as number 2 and 5.

Alone..in the Lab

Since wanted to get my PSM done on time, hr ni menjalani eksperimen yg tanpa henti. 2 hours of degassing my solution and in the evening i want to CAST my membrane..huhuhu..at this moment, im sitting in the cold clean room with my laptop and handphones, writing my report for today.

Excited nk fabricate membrane hr ni. Tp tak tau la outcome die mcm mane..

Ngah bosan tunggu membrane solution siap, I ran through NST online and read up on the front page for today's news. Such a popular and will not end topic. W.A.R.+Human Rights.

Tertimbul la satu persoalan, What does human rights stands for?

Does this looks like human rights to us?

Children been killed with no reasons. What is happening to the world today? Are we keeping our mouth shut and just stay put in our country happily with no worries at all? If it could happen to Gaza, why wouldnt it happen to others?Where do the humans stand? If day by day, human are killing each other?

Dalam kes ni, tiada siapa yg boleh menunding jari kepada sesiapa. Its your own responsibility to uphold your own ethics as human beings. The picture has shown how well we respect others and it show how well we applied our educations and believes. As a Muslim myself, I am aware of my own virtue and uphold it every single day so that life wouldnt be as terrible as it seems. But the question is,why they are still killing each other out there and there's nothing we can do about it?

Banyak blog dah tulis itu ini,gerakan itu ini,boikot itu ini,but still as an action,things are getting even worst. Boikot ke ape ke?Like En Hafiz said in the lab today, things like these, we have to get in touch with our roots,our Creator. Ask back what we have done wrong that we deserve something this bad? Then, with a lil bit of faith,hope and doa, InsyaAllah He will work His own way to make miracle happen. In high hopes that situation in Gaza will be better,InsyaAllah.

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Bored and nothing to do

Have you ever thought on how well people know you? You have been existing on the surface of the earth for a certain period of time and have interact with many human being possible. So now is the time you ask back, how well they know you. 

I was surfing the net today because i was frustrated with somethings that couldnt be mentioned in here. I've found out a web that let you create your own quiz and ask others anything. In my case, I wanted to find out how well people know me. So, if you really had known me for years,months,days,hours,minits and you feel brave enough to stand up for the challenge, feel free to answer my quiz.

Farhana wants to know how well you know about her. So, take the quiz and you'll see how well you will do and how well you know me. Hehe..creating it was fun. I dont know about you guys. But I'm sure answering it would be fun too. Just click on the link below and start answering me. So, enjoy~!

How well do you know Farhana?

p/s: i want to know the results. paste your results at my comment box.hehe...nana nak tengok bape ramai yg kenal nana..huahhahhahah =p

are you compatible?